immensely huge with no ending.
Blue and wavy,
Strong and potent,
lovely and dangerous,
Secretive and mystic
Handsome and beautiful.
That’s how I see you
To me you are like the ocean
I am unbeknown of you and your creatures,
The secret habitats within you
Yet you tell me things you shouldn’t be telling me.
Nonetheless, you excite me
In so many ways
It’s almost as if it’s a shock wave before the earthquake
I don’t know the person that you are
The secrets of your life
Anything, I just don’t
And yet I feel this way about you.
I miss you but I have spent very little time with you.
I am starting to not recognise this person
This need in me to be in your arms
Desperation seemed so much of a weakness
So much want and need
I can’t handle this, it’s too much
I just can’t
Because I don’t know where we started and were we are going
You are like the world trend,
I hear a lot of views about you
He’s too old for you
He will know how to love you
He seems so happy when he sees you
He likes you
He is trying to investigate you
Maybe he will be your lover
I will hear all this
Its like I am a fan girl who can’t help herself but like you even they are unbeknown of who you.
I mean that’s fucked up right?
The fact that I like you so much a day doesn’t pass without my body reacting some kind of way due to constantly having you in my mind.
A conversation won’t pass without me mentioning you,
A minute won’t pass without you bloating my mind, a suffocation that I happen to like a lot.
A second won’t pass without a Reminicent of our last encounter.
A nanosecond won’t pass without me falling and falling,
I just fall
But for what?
Am I crazy or something?
Why out of all men do I like you so much?
So many lads have tried their way but since I saw you, I can’t even feel at least a tickle for another guy.
Why the fuck do you make me feel so… Good by just looking at me?
Why the heck are you doing this to me?
Why won’t you get it over with and just…
I don’t even know now.
But what I know is, I want you.
And I want you bad.