I am blessed for I have been cursed by you,
lucky enough to unfortunately sleep in a bed with you.
I am happy for I have drowned in a pool of your sadness.
lovely for you have loathed me.
loveless for I have loved you.
I am alone for I am walking besides you.
You are smiling while I cry my bided failure.
I am lonely for you are constantly in my arms.
Sightless for I have seen your feigned smile.
I am loveless for I am a hopeless romantic.
A hopeless romantic with a loathsome passion.