There was no ruminating
Initiative thinking only
My mind is always illuminating
Glittering with lustily traits
The imitation of an untamed bull
I am fuming the lustful smoke through my nose
Every part of me heats ups.
I knew it,
I was sure of it when I saw a glimpse of your skin,
Down your pelvis
You weren’t trying to be sexy you were just tucking your shirt
It was just a glimpse
I had always denied it but it just added more gasoline to my endearment towards you.
I had a glimpse of your treasure hair
My mind took me to where it led,
I knew were it led
It made me shiver,
My clit throbbed
For the first time in your presence, my libido screamed at me
How much I felt the need to please you right then
If circumstances were different, I would have…
do you really wanna know?
I would have suggested we go get out of the shop
So I would ask you what you wanted me to do.
It wouldn’t be about me but it would be about you.
The most thing I ever wanted was to suck you
Everything and anything
Words can’t even equate it because this is my lowest illustration of pleasing,
I am distant to my own intellectual skill
I can’t write anymore because I don’t have the motivation,
All I think about is you and your Fucking disappearance!
I couldn’t breath and I wondered if you had noticed
I wanted to breath you
Your lips against mine
Your body against mine
I am on urge and alone these days
I avoid everything and all I am thinking about is you.
I am just…
I normally just write how I feel
Now I can’t write what I feel
Because it’s astronomical
My head can’t hold the weight of the words
My heart is pumping harder
I don’t know what’s going on any more
I hate it and I love it
Because it’s strange that I have no term for it.
I will put a title when you breath life back into me and my brains can function again.
In the meantime…