You are a phantom
You appear and disappear just like that
No warning, no nothing, you just appear
Then I become wordless
You ravage my pulse Everytime you decide to appear
You leave me hanging on a thin thread
Starving, crazy and extremely volatile for the happiness that flowers inside me
You make me so happy, I could cry
You leave me wanting
Wanting more of you
Yearning for more.
Trust me it’s nothing sexual
It’s more than that
You are an incorrigible man
Blind eyes could even see that
Innovative and so smart
So… perfect it’s pissing me off
My heart leaps up to my throat
My visions fool me
My heart makes a promise it can’t keep
The chances are invisible
Would you ever be mine?
I could never expound how much you enthuse futuristic happiness in my heart
My face dilates with a huge smile
Shine bright like a diamond
Glow, reflecting the light from a distance
The light I keep yearning to invite into my life
Yet you are the light that is so far away.
I am crazy right?
Would it be of shock if you found out someone cared so much about you?
I think you care
But I feel like I am always borrowing our time and I only get pennies
All I am looking for is at least a loan or a grant of time
I am rumbling aren’t I?
Talking about you is a mixture of all emotions
Words fail me when it comes to talking about you.
They fail me because they are incapable
Of defining how I feel about you
Every thing I thought was possible in my life has turned out to be not possible
But when I saw your face that day, I felt like you were possible.
(Gosh I was so happy)
I wish you could be a possibility in my life
I want you to be.
Whereever you lay, shall you know I witnessed the somber face you wore on that day
You wanted to say something
You wanted a shoulder to lean on
I could listen to you for a million hours.
I may be wordless but I care
Just talk to me