A bird seeking freedom 

Sing a song with me 

Let us lie in the pool of our tears 

Your visible unhappiness, my fear 

My grip so tight on your arm, you sear 

Burn and scotch, I become so near 

To you, my handsome deer 

If you walk away, a car will hit ya

I am not useless 

I am just not useful 

Holding onto you has become less gleeful 

Reminiscing the days, they were beautiful 

No matter the hole inside, I am still insightful 

~

I know you are a bird in need of it’s freedom 

I was taught love is patient, it’s wisdom 

I was never taught to let a king flee its kingdom 

I can’t let you go because you told me I was your queendom. 

I love you because I do love you 

I used to believe you love me but really I have become your flu 

I should be the medicine to your health but I am just the glue 

Sticking you to the floor, next to me, for that’s the cue

To the next song that my heart beat makes to give you a clue 

That your freedom is the death of me because it’s true 

Being in my arms should never feel like imprisonment 

My love for you surpasses the imagination of commitment 

It’s an obsession, due to the incapability to bear my resentment 

That I am weak and you are like my project of development

Until you find means to extricate yourself from me, shall you try to at least smile at my endearment 

I wish you would be here for me like I am been for you 

Be here when we make love like I am to please you 

At least last longer, you know I am ravenous bull 

At least bring me roses because you know red makes me beautiful

What made you stop loving me? 

I love you because through you I love me 

But you are a bird in need of its freedom 

I don’t know how to let go 

Because my love for you is seldom 

Until I learn to let you fly my hopeless bird, 

I will be yours and yours forever. 

So Sing a song with me 

Let us lie in the pool if our tears 

And within a few seconds I will let you fly 

Fly away my love and please do take my heart with you 

As you vacated it and your safest home. 

Let’s have a laugh 😂 

The internet has no chill man 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 

Happy Valentine’s Day 

Happy Valentines Day


(This would be heaven!!! I would love this so much!!!)

Make the most of it! Have fun, laugh hard with your partner, kiss them a lot, go watch fifty shades darker, eat pizza, make love all night. Sleep in each other’s arms. 

If you were mad at your partner let it pass, it can’t be too important than your love. Love is powerful and Valentine’s Day reminds us how the little things make our heart swoon. 

Eat chocolate, he will work you out later 😉, roses and strawberries, sexy hot baths and all. Do it all like you have never done it before. Forget the world, today it’s all about the two of you. 

And don’t forget to appreciate what you have. Don’t forget to appreciate your partner. Don’t forget to tell them you love them a thousand times. A million actually. Or more. 

Happy Valentines Day 😘😍

A valentine story is coming late 🙈 just working on it. 

Storms of love

Bored with being at home working hard and ironing, cooking and cleaning; she decided to take a walk to town. She had rarely came out of the house. If anything she was a stay at home wife. 

As she retreated towards the shopping centre, she saw him. Her husband, tangled in the arms of a lithe woman, laughing and kissing passionately at the local coffee shop. She stopped in her tracks, her body inert. She’d heard about it from the people on social media but she trusted him. She might have been a bit dubious as love had become its own opposite at home but she didn’t believe people from the outside. She had taught herself to never believe people’s rumours. 

Her heart had stopped beating her body had frozen at that moment she believed she was half dead and half alive. There she was doing all of her home duties because she believed he loved her and that she loved him and there he was spreading his wings with other women. 

As her mind diverted from doing shopping to getting her clothes and leaving him, she forgot how she had gotten there  and turned back, crying. Tears washed away with the rain and as she got home she sat on the bed, weak to even start packing her belongings. 

Two hours later he arrived home and found her drenched in tears. He didn’t even bother to ask what had went wrong. Instead he greeted her morosely and headed to the shower. When he was finished he came to the living room and found her sitting on the sofa, the tv off and the room darksome. 

It wasn’t the first time she had witness such betrayal. She had allowed his beatings across her body, she had forgave him in the name of love. How long would she have to endure such abuse? 

“Who is she?” She asked and he chuckled. 

“Who are you talking about? Where is the food, I’m starving” he threw himself onto the sofa. 

“The woman you were with two hours ago. I saw the two of you snogging and all” 

“I don’t know what you are talking about. You are crazy and lonely maybe it’s just one of your unfortunate imaginings” he said looking at his phone scrolling. 

She felt ridiculed and unloved. She got up from the sofa saying “call her and tell her to Fucking cook for you. I am not your slave” 

Those words didn’t sit well with her tempestuous husband. Ronald waisted no seconds and threw away his phone lunging for her and backhanding her across her face making her land back onto the sofa. 

While she suffered from the heat of his slap he was onto her with his hands on her neck pressing and clenching his fingers against her throat, blocking every access to air. She fough against his grip but it tightened, clouds formed in her brains, her vision blurred, her body began losing power and strength. She couldn’t hear any of his malicious words as he cursed while choking her against the sofa. 

As her eyes shut, her breath became little to hold her entire body, she passed out. The next thing, she woke up on a bed and Ronald was all smiles next to her holding a cup of hot chocolate. 

“I am sorry, Kathy” he said the moment she opened her eyes. 

Horror clouded her, her heart tied knots. Ronald war the masquerade of a man she had fallen in love with not the one that hit and bullied her. 

In that moment she fell in love with him all over again. The weight of her love for Ronald overwhelmed the weight of her hate for him. It was perhaps the hundredth time he had hit her like that and sometimes more than that but she always came back to him. 

She loved him. 

“You know I didn’t mean to. You ask too many questions about stuff that aren’t real. Why would I cheat on you, I love you Kathy and I would never do anything to hurt you.” Seeing him apologetic with tears mirrored on his eyes made her heart swell. 

He didn’t mean it, she told herself. So she lifted her head off the pillows and kissed him. Kissed him with tears falling down her eyes. 

“I forgive you Ron but I can’t live like this” she whispered and Ron pulled away from the kiss and stumbled away walking back and forth in the room. 

“You can’t leave me Kathy.” He cried out trembling. 

“I can’t live like this Ron” she emphasised and Ron trembled. 

“If you dare leave me I will kill myself” as he said that Kathy changed her mind in a spit of a second. That was the last thing she wanted to live with for the rest of her life. Guilt. Guilt that her actions had led to someone’s suicide and so she got up from the bed and went to hug her husband as he overreacted. 

“It’s okay Ron, I am not going anywhere” she whispered and he went on saying a myrad of affectionate lies in her mind she knew tomorrow or even before the end of the day, he would say something that would hurt her. And he could beat her up again. 

But she loved him. At least she thought she did. 

Love or career? 



Sometimes you have to sacrifice one thing to get the other. Career or love? 

Which one would you choose? 

Loving loveless

I am  blessed  for I have been cursed by you, 


lucky  enough to unfortunately sleep in a bed with you.

I am happy  for I have drowned in a pool of your sadness. 

lovely  for you have loathed me. 

loveless  for I have loved you. 

I am alone for I am walking besides you. 

You are smiling while I cry my bided failure.

I am lonely for you are constantly in my arms. 

Sightless  for I have seen your feigned smile. 

I am loveless for I am a hopeless romantic.

A hopeless romantic with a loathsome passion.

Stoic

Stoic 
She is still

Unmoving as if dead

Her face contains no emotion

Her smile is a lie

Her eyes projects a lie

Her mouth deposits a lie

She always lies
She is spread all over 

Pulled apart 

In quarters

They make her do this

Tell her to do that

No thanks whatsoever 
She is made of stone
Carved structureless 

Born with no heart 

Nothing that bleeds

Always tossed about, 

Easily forgotten

Remembered when needed

Easily unappreciated 

She is a stone 

Pointless existence.
She is made of metal

She dreams to be glazed with gold 

The struggle melts all of her steel

She is close 

So close to breaking 
She will jump 

Because no one listens

No one cares

As long as she will lie

Paste that plastic smile 

Everything’s fine 
She’s told she needs to do more

It’s not good enough

Nothing is good enough

Nothing 
She is the ground

Everything is buried under that body

The eyes of the people that despise her

All her emotions are unknown

She is an angel 

Makes people happy

While being obedient 
Stoic 

Emotionless

Cries without tears 

Never cries in almost a full year

Her heart cries for 365 days

She wishes to say everything

But no one will listen

Her words will be projected otherwise

Means of stress relief

Would be means of stress increase

Yet you won’t know
She is made of stone

A stone doesn’t cry.

She doesn’t speak up

She can’t speak up

She doesn’t care anymore

Which leads to her being stoic
A decision is made

She don’t need her thanks

She will be glazed with gold

Gleam like a diamond

It’s part of life

It will pass

But would it 

Hence the decision’s made

She will remain stoic.

Fav song sexy song of the week- Rocket

Beyoncé : Rocket 

Let me sit this ass on youShow you how I feel

Let me take this off

Will you watch me?

That’s mass appeal

Don’t take your eyes

Don’t take your eyes off it

Watch it, babe

If you like you can touch it, baby

Do you, do you wanna touch it, baby?
Grab a hold,

Don’t let go

Let me know

That you ready

I just wanna

Show you now

Slow it down

Go around

You rock hard

I rock steady
[Hook:]

And rock right up to the side of my mountain

Climb until you reach my peak, babe, the peak, babe, the peak

And reach right into the bottom of my fountain

I wanna play in your deep, babe, the deep, babe, the deep

Then dip me under where you can feel my river flow and flow

Hold me ’til I scream for air to breathe

Don’t wash me over until my well runs dry

Send all your sins all over me, babe, me, babe, me
Rock it ’til waterfalls

Rock it ’til waterfalls

Rock it ’til waterfalls

Bathe in these waterfalls
I do it like it’s my profession

I gotta make a confession

I’m proud of all this bass

Could you put it in your face

By the way if you need a personal trainer or a therapist

I can be your piece of sunshine, inner peace, entertainer

Anything else that you may read between the lines

You and I create

Rockets and waterfalls
[Hook]

So rock right up to the side of my mountain

Climb until you reach my peak, babe, the peak, babe, the peak

And reach right into the bottom of my fountain

I wanna play in your deep, babe, the deep, babe, the deep

Then dip me under where you can feel my river flow and flow

Hold me ’til I scream for air to breathe

And wash me over until my well runs dry

Send all your sins all over me, babe, me, babe, me
Hard

Rock steady rock hard

Rock steady rock hard

Rock steady rock hard

Rock steady
Don’t you know that I give you

The loving if you need it

I give you my word

You can believe it

Your love feels like

All four seasons

Growing inside me

Life has a reason

Swimming in my love, your love lifting

Higher harder

Got me screaming to the lord, boy

Kiss me

Pray we don’t overflow

Baby, I know you can feel it pulse

Keeping the peak of my waterfall

Rock it, baby, rock it, baby, rock it ’til the water falls down

Damn
I can’t help but love the way we make love

Daddy, daddy

Ooh child, ooh now

Yes lord

Damn baby

You’re driving me cray, cray

You ain’t right for doing it to me like that, daddy

Even though I’ve been a bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad girl

Tell me what you’re gonna do about that

Punish me please

Punish me please

Daddy what you’re gon’ do with all this ass

All up in your face

Yeah, hell yeah

Love me so deep

Ooh my shit’s so good it ain’t even right

I know I’m right

Hell yeah you the shit

That’s why you’re my equivalent

So sexy
We’re so much more than pointless fixtures

Instagram pictures

Consumers

What about that ching-ching-ching (what about that, what about that ching, ching)

Baby boomers (baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby)

Cyclical trends, tryna fit in

Home is where the heart is

Goddammit I’m comfortable in my skin

And you’re

Comfortable in my skin

You look so comfortable in my skin, skin, skin

Rockets ’til waterfalls

This woman is damn sexy, how the hell?!! 

Dear best friend…

I want to lay you down, be sinful and dirty with you, 

I want to let you do what you want with me but mostly, I want you to know my latent desires. 

Every time you strip your clothes off innocently in front of me because we are both girls, you have no idea how turned on I would be. 

My pussy would be quivering and my clit would be pulsing with such need. 

So now listen – I want you to give yourself up to me. Let me tie your hands up over your head, spread your legs wide open so I can  tie each ankle at the end of the bed. 

Stretch you wide open for me. Shower my eyes with the definition of true beauty. Then I will kiss your little cute pussy, caress it and tease it with my tongue. 

I want to sheathe my fingers into your warm pussy, feel your muscles clench around my fingers as they possess you. Give yourself up for me babe. 

Let me lick you up and down and devour your sweet little kitten, suck in your clit while I Fuck you with my fingers. Cream around my fingers as I do so. 

Let me run my tongue down your slit babe, taste every part of you, live and breath you. Fuck you with my tongue while you moan my name babe. Feel me snake in and out of you baby, let me savour you, sweetheart. 

I want to Fuck you with my mouth, my hands and my toys. I want to play with you like you are my doll. Give yourself up for me and let me love you. 

Let me show you how special you are. 


Someone said rihanna looks so much like me in this lol and I have a question… maybe for men mostly but women too. What are blow job lips? Someone told me I have blowjob lips and I couldn’t understand what that really meant. 

Tell me, Daddy

Tell me daddy, let your voice dominate my world with its dirty and sexy intentions for me.

Your words are lucid and silk, 

Sometimes sheer and enticing like satin

Red and dangerous, provocative and sexy 

So tell me…

How beautiful I am, How imperfectly perfect I am gleam in your presence, How understanding I am and how loving I am. 

Tell me 

Do you like this side of me, a side I cannot efface, slipping through the facade at anytime of the day, luring me into craving your taste and your presence in my mouth 

Tell me

Have you imagined me, my full thick lips closing and locking at your girth, sliding up and down your shaft, fitting like it’s where you belong 

Tell me… 

have you been fantasising about me at work? Having you for dinner through my mouth, for lunch through my pussy and for breakfast through my ass, 

Tell me…

How you like how you fit into me, how I wrap you up so tight and warm, how you sheathe your manhood into me with such ease, how every muscle in my body responds in a spit second, clench and clutch on you, friction and massaging you, caressing and loving you 

Tell me… 

have you ever been in a pussy like this? All yours and never anyone’s? Do you think about me all the time? Tell me, what am I doing in your dreams you nasty man. Am I all in your mouth or is it the other way, am I kissing you in the dirtiest way, am I riding you in the canniest way, grinding on you in the silliest way, tell me daddy, what’s up? 

Your words and whispers drive me crazy, so tell me… 

do you like how you get me all wet and yearning for your touch, my ample tits begging for your attention, my lips quivering for yours, my tongue eager to taste every inch of your skin, the way my body boils for you, daddy. 

Tell me please 

What do you wanna do, do you want to Fuck me side ways and remind me where I belong? Ravage this pussy, brand this little kitten all yours, daddy I love it when you touch me, I express it but just tell me… 

tell me daddy, 

Drive me crazy daddy, 

Fuck you are so nasty and all sexy 

Freak me, baby 

Tell me the freakiest shit you wanna do with me 

Just….

Just tell me… 

and I will be at your service.